On with the show

So last night I performed in a show in Dixon in a theater.  It's interesting doing these kinds of shows for me because of the very different environment. I'm used to day shows, causal atmosphere etc. whereas last night we were in a theater with lights and makeup and such.  A little strange for me. You can't really see the audience and it feels more like *performing* rather than dancing. I know I'm always performing, and I am aware of that, but with a theater environment it really *feels* like performing.  So I was more keenly aware of my feeling that I was not performing up to par.  I think the show went well and I did fine, but my dancing doesn't feel as strong as it once did.  I feel like I'm getting worse rather than better, which is kinda sad.  Don't know if it's just that I need more practice or more exercise or what, but I like to feel like I'm improving and I don't feel that way right now.